Feeling absolutely miserable
It’s my cousins register wedding on Sunday (like his English wedding before he has a big Indian one in a month) and I was soooo excited. But now I’m just getting down
My outfit was a fishtail lengha (skirt and top) that I had a few years ago. I’ve lost quite a bit of weight since I first got it so I got the top altered to fit - and it fits very nicely. What I didn’t get altered however was the skirt and that is too big and looks bad because of the horrible shape so now I don’t know what to do because I don’t like the way it looks but we just have one day and I don’t know what I can do other than wear something that doesn’t look right. I was already starting to feel a bit odd and left out about this wedding (way too long to get into right now, and frankly I doubt anyone will be interested) but now I just feel horrible. And what is worse is now I know I made my mum feel bad and I can tell she’s worried about my outfit.
I decided to just get this altered so we didn’t have to fork out a load of money for a new outfit that I’ll probably only wear once (a lot like the lengha in question) but now it looks like my attempts to save money are just completely failing.
So now, not only am I going to carry on feeling left out and odd but I’m going to look it as well.
Brilliant
